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be my escape- relient k
I’ve given up on giving up slowly, I’m blending in so
You won’t even know me apart from this whole world that shares my fate
This one last bullet you mention is my one last shot at redemption
because I know to live you must give your life away
And I’ve been housing all this doubt and insecurity and
I’ve been locked inside that house all the while You hold the key
And I’ve been dying to get out and that might be the death of me
And even though, there’s no way in knowing where to go, promise I’m going because
I gotta get outta here
I’m stuck inside this rut that I fell into by mistake
I gotta get outta here
And I’m begging You, I’m begging You, I’m begging You to be my escape.
I’m giving up on doing this alone now
Cause I’ve failed and I’m ready to be shown how
He’s told me the way and I’m trying to get there
And this life sentence that I’m serving
I admit that I’m every bit deserving
But the beauty of grace is that it makes life not fair
Cause I’ve been housing all this doubt and insecurity and
I’ve been locked inside that house all the while You hold the key
And I’ve been dying to get out and that might be the death of me
And even though, there’s no way in knowing where to go, promise I’m going because
I gotta get outta here
Cause I’m afraid that this complacency is something I can’t shake
I gotta get outta here
And I’m begging You, I’m begging You, I’m begging You to be my escape.
I am a hostage to my own humanity
Self detained and forced to live in this mess I’ve made
And all I’m asking is for You to do what You can with me
But I can’t ask You to give what You already gave
Cause I’ve been housing all this doubt and insecurity and
I’ve been locked inside that house all the while you hold the key
And I’ve been dying to get out and that might be the death of me
And even though, there’s no way in knowing where to go, promise I’m going because
I’ve gotta get outta here
I’m stuck inside this rut that I fell into by mistake
I’ve gotta get outta here
And I’m begging You, I’m begging You, I’m begging
You to be my escape.
I fought You for so long
I should have let You in
Oh how we regret those things we do
And all I was trying to do was save my own skin
But so were You
So were You
Monday, April 02, 2007
I'VE MOVED!
TOODLE LOOS!change the address!(((:
Friday, March 16, 2007
OMG I LOST MY FUCKING PHONE!!!!)))):
all the pictures and memories and contacts ALL GONE!
that woman had the nerve to switch it off...
and she's foreign! goodbye my phone rest in peace...
i want my memory card back...
but on the brighter side i can change my phone
gosh i hate thieves and i hate dishonest people...
anyways i had the best day ever with BABY!
HAHA went to sentosa for 2 hours?
then we went to watch music and lyrics
the show was full of YAKKING but the song was really nice
after that we went to the roof top to stone then we had bnj's!
we agreeed no more after that one its too costly...
we might as well buy the tub! haha
today was mummy day
she was being exceptionally nice treating us to a dim sum dinner! (:
i really love mummy!
she pampers us which explains lil miss rolly to be that rolly hahha just kidding.
i curse that person who stole my phone to fall down break their neck and probably die of cancer later on.
i know i'm mean but that person is evil.
well tts all.
thats very sensitive for someone who wears such tight pants. it rushes all the blood to my heart.-music and lyricsThursday, March 08, 2007
okay i know it has been the LONGEST WHILE since i updated this cob web collecting thingy haha
oh welll lets see work is on the whole allright no comments though but the area is good! haha
poly posting came yesterday i guess my aspiration kinda came true? haha i got my last choice but its alright i guess law could be a tinge bit of fun as long as no fake wigs and frilly suits are involved...
(:
gosh the days are getting more and more boring-er(if there is such a word)
its either work, going out to the beaches or lazing around on the couch watching supremely boring chick flicks and reality shows
but at the same time, i could get used to this life its almost promising!hahah okay i'm just kidding
truthfully i don't look forward to schooling again... i rather be a beach bum tanning my life away
but i don't want to get skin cancer! haha
i'm full of shit man if i were the reader i'll close this window right here right now!
haha
here's a random thought of what me and reg did during one of our outings.
we went to
BUILD A BEAR! build a bearhappy figuring(:oh well i hope no good things come to an end!!! hahahokay tts all.one more thing, SEE I UPDATED!okay i'm out(:i love my life and the way i live it. be a bum do the right thing.Wednesday, November 22, 2006
o's are over.
but yet the days dont seem any different...
its just the same ol' same ol'
go out stay at home the usual stuff.
i'm in the need for a job but i can't till after camp...
gosh i need to work so badly...
and i am indeed happy i have left SAC and those unhappy/happy memories or what not.
there's one thing however, that i dont get.
why is it the trend for people from school to find fault with others when school has ended?
it's ridiculous.
oh well...
guess i'm just going to be alone till the 5th...
how i wished conflicts in this world never existed...
and how friends would ALWAYS be forever and would never leave you in the lurch.
being anti social is the best policy you wont have to worry about anything! live a carefree life go out alone there wont be anything to bother about...
gosh.. good friends are definitely hard to come by...
RAH BYE.
Sunday, October 22, 2006
o's are so near i can taste it...
well even though we have officially finished school,
13 of us still have to come back every single day! at 9 somemore!
I WANTED TO WAKE UP LATE LUHHHHH
bahhhhhh
well i shall just look forward to the one more month which would bring civillization!
no more books! till 3 months later!
that would be awesome!
anyways, the last week wasnt very good...
i was being such a jerk and saying all the wrong things...
i'm an idiot...
i wish o's would just finish now! its affecting everything and everyone!
its so stressing that instead of being too busy studying to eat we're eating more!
after o's it'll be the gym full time man!
holidays aren't holidays they are HARDCORE study days.
the haze is making everything dry...and smokey!
i want very much to get into SAjc or Cjc just 1 more month!
thats all.
i'm so sorry baby! i love you alot really...Sunday, October 08, 2006
okay yes i know it's been long! hahah
well prelims are over!
well cant say i did very well...
didnt get 1st three months for jc which sucks!
but there's an option for MI.):
well looks like going to jc is a far cry man
i need at least 10 points to go to a nice jc like SA
oh well its gone now i shall do law hahah
ah anyways night studying has been good!!
although we do get distracted sometimes
but we made the effort(:
we can motivate each other! lols
anyways the haze is horrid!
made so many people sick la!
including me
the first time ever this whole year!
grrrr
welll better start mugging hard now!!
O'S ARE SO NEAR I CAN TASTE IT!):
CANT WAIT TILL ITS OVER.
bye all.
LOVE YOU SO MUCH BABE!(((:
Sunday, September 24, 2006
THANK GOD GRAD NIGHT IS OVER!
NO MORE STRESS MAKE UP DIETING SUCKING IN HEELS OR DRESSES!
((((:
the after grad night NIGHT was awesome!!!
went to swensens and the esplanade to walk ard till 4+
then went over to mel's house and slept over with eunice and reg hahah
miss regina was super busy on the phone man hahah
woke up then went for breakfast at the market.
everyone was uber sleepy man!
went back to mel's house collected our stuffs and headed home
then went out again to send bestie her stuffs!
poor thing was sick man....
after that went home and slept till the next morning only waking up for a snack
it was a dreamless night!
then went for tuition.
i hate the weekends!!!
thats all
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i miss you baby. you are always on my mind. every second every hour every day.(: